SEND HELP

Send Help (2026) directed by Sam Raimi. Imagine Castaway and Misery have a baby. Also, its raised in a household that encourages the watching of "forced buddies" movies and the "ugly duckling right in front of your face" films. And here we are. It's not a bad film, but it's also nothing special. It's billed as a dark comedy horror film, but the horror is just a couple of gratuitous scenes of gore. And the funny is more camp than anything. I think there may be a better film hiding somewhere in this gathering of overused film tropes. Meh.

Streamed on Hulu.

BACKROOMS

Backrooms (2026) directed by Kane Parsons. I am unfamiliar with the original creepypasta or the short videos by Parsons that it relies upon as foundations, so I can only explore other echoes I see in the film. First, the "backrooms" feel like some of the landscapes in the Portal 2 videogame. Literature-wise, I get vibes of The Yellow Wallpaper (Charlotte Perkins Gilman), Through the Looking-Glass, and What Alice Found There (Lewis Carroll), Slade House (David Mitchell), The Fall of the House of Usher (Edgar Allan Poe). Are there nods to fellow contemporary horror filmmakers? Maybe. If so, then especially Barbarians and Weapons (both by Zack Cregger). It's a psychological horror film, but I found it more weird than scary. It even has its moments of absurd humor, at which I found myself laughing out loud. A couple of segments of "found footage" remind me of The Blair Witch Project. It may sound like a bunch of parts of things smashed together, much like the backrooms themselves, but I think it works as its own thing, too. I liked it.

(I think it may also take a few jabs at "artificial intelligence," but that may just be my own bias coming through.)

((It is also a meditation on memory and mental illness, while remaining fairly neutral on the latter; it lets the characters be who they are, for good or ill.))

Viewed at The Grand Cinema, Tacoma.

THE HEART SUTRA

I finished reading The Heart Sutra: A Comprehensive Guide to the Classic of Mahayana Buddhism (2014) by Kazuaki Tanahashi. This is one of my favorite types of books: one that tackles a single subject and explores it in depth. ("Comprehensive" is in the subtitle.) Tanahashi explores the provenance of The Heart Sutra in its Sanskrit and Chinese forms, and in various translations and renderings into other languages—Japanese, Tibetan, Nepalese, English, and others. He looks at modern and recent scholarship, and provides his own translation with co-authorship by Roshi Joan Halifax. But one of the most important sections is 70 pages of examining terms and concepts in the Sanskrit and Chinese versions and explaining them in detail. This is a book I will be returning to again and again.

LIVING SANCTUARIES

Living Sanctuaries: Monasteries of Zanskar (2025) by Tenzin Tsetan Choklay. Studio Nyandak, an architectural firm with offices in New York and Dharamshala, is measuring monasteries in the Zanskar Valley, a remote area in the Himalayas, in the hope of protecting them from the advancing forces of progress. These monasteries, built between the 2nd and 14th centuries, have been damaged by earthquakes, and are being threatened by climate change, declining numbers of monks, increasing exposure due to roads being built nearby, and populations moving to cities because of poverty and opportunities. Studio Nyandak's work involves young Tibetan architects and engineers making sure that monks are involved in the preservation work, the monasteries remain "living buildings" and not museums, and that local and traditional materials are used as much as possible. It's a beautiful documentary; I only wish it were longer.

Viewed as the May 2026 entry in the Tricycle Film Club.

SITTING and SWORDS

A beautiful evening in the backyard dojo. First, swords. Then, sitting. Zen threaded through it all.

THE CRASH

The Crash (2026) directed by Gareth Johnson. This true crime documentary couldn't have been made in an earlier era.* It uses found footage, primarily from emergency responder body cams, law enforcement recordings, and courtroom recordings; along with friend and family interviews. But also includes a ton of social media videos and posts from the youth involved in the crash that provides the title for the film. Mackenzie Shirilla survived the 100 m.p.h. impact that killed her boyfriend and a mutual friend of theirs. She conveniently cannot remember anything of the crash or what immediately precedes it. However, she has lived her entire life "performing" for social media. Is she still playing a role? Did she kill her boyfriend in cold blooded murder? The narrative of the film was well-constructed by the filmmakers but I wouldn't want to watch it again.

*Social media posts galore + a treasure trove of text messages + black box car data + footage from multiple security/surveillance cameras = information overload.

Streaming on Netflix.

BLOEDEL RESERVE

Bloedel Reserve. Bainbridge Island. A beautiful day in a wonderfully curated set of gardens with excellent company.

GARDENING GALORE!

I wish I had taken a before photo. 125 square feet. 2 days. Removing grass, morning glory, horsetail, cranesbill, and other assorted weeds. Turning the soil by shovel, both full-size and hand-held. Then pulling out as many roots and runners as possible.

During all of this, trying to put worms, grubs, and chrysalides back into safe spots. Having conversations with the Stellar's jay that keeps visiting and inspecting my work. Planting new bulbs and giving old bulbs some TLC.

All in all, a glorious weekend!

BEEF

Beef season two (2026) created by Lee Sung Jin. This season is less crazy than I remember season one being, but it definitely holds its own. The cynical world of this season revolves around those who work at a posh country club. Are these people really any better than those elite rich they serve each day? No. Performances are strong, especially those of the four principals, but I'm not sure any of these characters are likable. Relatable? Perhaps. It depends on how much you embrace your own sinfulness. This is a set of tales of loneliness, betrayal, corruption, incompetence, feigned love, and faux friendship. Capitalism is held up as the natural next step in evolution, a true social Darwinism. I actually liked it, although I'm not sure I recommend it.

Streamed on Netflix.

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Ants crawl across the scenes, here and there, as though freed from the fine art title cards—reminders of our mundane and mortal lives. Buzz buzz.

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Remember the notion of always keeping custody of your drinks? Bring on the paranoia after multiple breaches of social norms regarding beverages. 

NO SELF, NO PROBLEM

"Perhaps the reason Buddhism and other spiritual traditions use metaphors so frequently is because they sidestep the gatekeeping functions of the interpretive mind."

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No Self, No Problem: How Neurobiology Is Catching Up to Buddhism (2019) by Chris Niebauer. Peek behind the Matrix of your own mind by reading this book. The short take: your left brain "interpreter" is lying to you about almost everything, as it spins story after story and keeps your non-verbal right brain enslaved. Each chapter ends with a way or two to explore and/or experience the concepts it presents. This was a fascinating and brisk read. I highly recommend it.

Checked out from the Puyallup Public Library.

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"Compassion is all about the big picture, at which the right brain excels. I would add that true compassion only occurs when we can imagine ourselves in the position of another."

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"Maybe you meditate, practice mindfulness, and feel very spiritually grounded when you do, and later the ego comes back online and is frustrated to find out that you've run out of coffee."